You are beautiful

You are broken from inside, aren't you? They all have betrayed you , you love them but they used you, you think they are perfect, they are better than you that's why they have left you but dear those who have played you cannot be perfect. You want to fly with your dreams but you have fallen apart,you want them to love you but they betrayed you, you want those people those old friends to stay by your side but they all left you when you needed them the most but they will regret one day because they have lost a diamond like you. You didn't score well in exams now your relatives will gossip about you, your parents will scold you,your friends(actually fake ones) will laugh on you but dear let them do this because they are unaware of your talent,they don't know how talented you are in your own way. You want to fulfill your own expectations but you were not able to complete it as you started comparing yourself with people in your sorroundings who have reached far ahead. And then you started hating yourself thinking that you could achieve the same goals if same opportunity had come in your life. You started isolating yourself, you started killing yourself from inside, you started harming yourself and you were left devastated. But nobody has a perfect life to live and nobody is perfect. Turn your pain into a blessing. You have to understand that this world has become fake now.

One day i heard a 12 year old boy committed suicide because of depression and i was like when i was 12 years old i was not even aware about this word depression. I saw my parents discussing about increasing suicide cases among millennials and then i told them that sometimes i also feel depressed and they were like when we were of your age we didn't even know what depression means we used to enjoy our life. And then i felt that how much depression has increased over past few years. Well social media is one of the main reason. Most of us can't live without mobile even for an hour. I personally think social media has harmed us all so much (though if used correctly it has so many benefits also). Most of us have so many friends on social site like they all will wish you on occasion , they will put stories on your birthday but they are not actually with you. On your back they gossip about you and judge you and when you can't tolerate those toxic bullies, when you can't find anyone with you and you end up your life,then they will put stories for you. Do they actually care that's why they have put those stories? No they have put those stories because its a tradition. Most of them don't even know about you still they will show as if they are in grief(not all people are bad) but you have to fight for yourself and your dreams .They wanted you to lose the battle and you did it ,that's not fair! Always remember that if u fall down u can fly again better than the before. Try to surround yourself with people who are actually loyal to you , who actually care for you and make efforts to make you happy. Do those things which give you relief and lot of peace. Observe the nature, look at the stars above, just look how they are shining for u. See how flower is blooming for u to give u that satisfaction and happiness. Remember those old days when you were a small child and how you used to stay happy. Just do what gives peace to your soul. Connect yourself with positive things and people. With your trust on yourself and courage you will do much better things in life than before. Love yourself before loving and thinking about others. Don't let that kid inside you die. God has made you because he thought you are stronger enough to handle all the pain and stress. He thought you are much more brave than others and can do things in better way. Take care of your mind,body and soul. Let your inner self guide you with God's love. Be kind with yourself and everything will be changed for the good. You are born to shine so never give up on life. This life is a blessing♥️